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lyrics
Woke up shaking down by the water, first time I've rested my eyes in months
I would have made such a good mother but I fucked it all up
I am trying my best to get better, my blood's been clean since we lost our daughter
I'm a wreck, I am a mess, I will never forgive myself
The things that once killed us now keep us alive and I am just trying to survive
The blood that I've bled, the life I've wasted, please don't give up on me yet
All this time you've stood by my side as I begged you for her life in place of mine
I was so selfish I am a monster, tell me again it'll be all right
I am trying my best to get better, my blood's been clean since we lost our daughter
I'm a wreck, I am a mess, I will never forgive myself
The things that once killed us now keep us alive and I am just trying to survive
The blood that I've bled, the life I've wasted, please don't give up on me yet
Please don't give up on me yet
Please don't give up on me yet
And I swear I will try my best
Oh, please don't give up on me yet
credits
released June 29, 2018
Written by Taylor Johnson
Performed by The Hope State
Recorded by Crispin Day, Maxwell Miller, Stephen Prickett
Mixed by Crispin Day
Mastered by Kristian Montano
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